So there we have it my beautiful

Baby Girl

      To Lead a Girl to Womanhood

Open her eyes
to the blessings around her
Show her that beauty and
goodness surround her.
Help her to trust in the future,
not fear it.
Teach her that dreams are the winds of the spirit,
Guide her with wisdom and
gentle persuasion
For she is God's pleasure


 

The Little Things

It is the little things that count
And give a mother pleasure -
The things her children bring to her
Which they so richly treasure...
The picture that is smudged a bit
With tiny fingerprints,
The colored rock, the lightning bugs,
The sticky peppermints;
The ragged, bright bouquet of flowers
A child brings, roots and all -
These things delight a mother's heart
Although they seem quite small.
A mother can see beauty
In the very smallest thing
For there's a little bit of heaven
In a small child's offering.

LOVE MUMMY

XOXOX

 

 

 

 

We all know Chloe was due for her scan on Friday, All went well So Far!!! We will be getting the results mid week, so i will be praying each and everyday until i get the results!! So wish us well!!!!!!! +   Hey all Good afternoon! well we got some news back There is still major concern, the (somthing that is on her spine) Has grown a lil bit, not much but there still not sure what it is! They have now said that we have to wait another month bfore we can do more tests. to see if it is growing or not, all this waiting is killing me!!! so until then im still hoping and prayng for my little girl to keep safe!   Here is a video of that i took of web cam From left to right Me, Amber, my little sister Leah and Chloe to work once loaded run mouse over video box     For the people who have come on our journey Hope ya all enjoy. take care CHLOE XOX

 

 

 

 

Sing me a song of hope
Of stars shining bright
In my darkest night
No one sees my tears
No one knows my fears

Carry me away my friend
With your music divine
To the land of sunshine
And the blue sky
Where we freely fly

I can sing of hope and love
One moment of beauty sublime
Sets free my troubled mind
A tiny candle of light
Banishes the terror of night

Let's sing a song of joy
Till we reach the other Shore
Where tears are wiped away
And pain troubles us no more
Peace, peace at last.

 

From Christy xoxox

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UPDATE

Not much to say really, I think ive said all I can for now, Chloe went to Doc's appointment about two weeks ago for her MRI,Which is where they found somthing on her spine in a few of her frames,

 

Doc's have said it is of great concern and had made an appointment for last Friday.

 

Went to Doc's on friday only to find out that instead of doing somthing straight away about anything they are leaving it now until 29th of Oct.

 

Like as if the poor girl (aswell as me and her father)

havent allready been through enough and waiting is so horrible,so i guess only time will tell.

 

I just hope for there(Doc's Sake) that *praying* everything comes back in ther clear, I dont think its rite that they have waited this long and are going to wait longer to see if (putting it bluntly)my child is dying or not!! its truley pethetic and lake of care for the sick children if u ask me..

 

I guess I shouldnt be too harsh on them ,theve been pretty good with my baby girl!! Did I tell you they had chloe go on a panflet for the Mater Childrens Hospital?

 

Its just hard to see her go through this and to see her hurt,Theve said the worst is over,

 

Shes had two Op's on her head and nearly faced with a shunt permenently.. when this first happened she was in a coma and on life support which im telling you was by far the worst and hardest thing i have EVER had to go through.. 

 

She's done kemo and has had raditation and has gone through many things that she as a 4 yr old has had to miss out on...

 

I think to myself everyday where is this all heading and why is this happening to her,to me,her family..

And i cant answer...

 

I have recently read lots on brain tummors and children that have them and so far out of everyone that my daughter was in hospital with has passed *great big hugs for them*

And i AM so greatfull i stil have my beautiful bubs!! 

Thanx for taking your time to read and I will try to update as often as possiable..

always Mickey & Chloe

xoxox