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December 20
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday
My lil princess,
Happy Birthday to you.
HIP HIP horay
HIP HIP horay
HIP HIP horay
LOVE ALWAYS,
FOREVER
AND A DAY
I LOVE YOU
MY LITTLE CHEEKY
MONKEY
I WISH YOU A
SAFE AND HAPPY
BIRTHDAY
FILLED WITH LOVE
AND JOY...
LOVE MUMMY...
3 CHEERS FOR CHLOE
XOXOXOX
November 28

Oh my, i must say how sorry i am,
i havent been updating that
much lately atall, due to the
fact that we will be moving soon
& everything is kinda hectic
.::Ahhhhhhh::.

So anyway Chloe is doing
Really well lately,
shes putting on heaps of
weight and is laughing like
old times..which is soo great to see.
I say she is good because she is,
Although we still have some tests
to go through and doctors are still
concered about the spot on her back..
so hopfully all comes back well......
Here is a pic of chloe in the news paper
with her daddy for"Ride for funds"
Mater Childrens Hospital
has an exrta $23,000 in its efforts
thanx too Chloe, determained to
join in the annual
Charity Motor Show
Nov 13th
So anyway as you see things are
going ok , more tests and stuff and
hopfull all is perfect!
Here are a few pics off me and chloe
being dops together..haha its a lugh



So there we have it my beautiful
Baby Girl
To Lead a Girl to Womanhood
Open her eyes to the blessings around her Show her that beauty and goodness surround her. Help her to trust in the future, not fear it. Teach her that dreams are the winds of the spirit, Guide her with wisdom and gentle persuasion For she is God's pleasure
The Little Things
It is the little things that count And give a mother pleasure - The things her children bring to her Which they so richly treasure... The picture that is smudged a bit With tiny fingerprints, The colored rock, the lightning bugs, The sticky peppermints; The ragged, bright bouquet of flowers A child brings, roots and all - These things delight a mother's heart Although they seem quite small. A mother can see beauty In the very smallest thing For there's a little bit of heaven In a small child's offering.
LOVE MUMMY
XOXOX
October 29
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We all know Chloe was due for her scan on
Friday, All went well So Far!!!
We will be getting the results mid week,
so i will be praying each and everyday
until i get the results!!
So wish us well!!!!!!!




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Hey all Good afternoon!
well we got some news back
There is still major concern, the (somthing that is on her spine)
Has grown a lil bit, not much
but there still not sure what it is!
They have now said that we have to wait another month bfore we can do more tests.
to see if it is growing or not, all this waiting
is killing me!!!
so until then im still hoping and prayng for my little girl to keep safe!
Here is a video of that i took of web cam
From left to right
Me, Amber, my little sister Leah and Chloe
to work once loaded run mouse over video box
For the people who have come on our journey Hope ya all enjoy. take care CHLOE XOX
| October 22 Total Page Veiws = 5603
WOW...Thankyou
I Didnt Expect This Much Of A
Great Responce From Y'all....
You Have All Been
!!!Excellent!!!
October 20
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Well its that time again
*waiting*
Weve only got 7 more dayst ill we end
up back at the hospital and all our waiting
should be over....

I'll admitt im so so scared but as they say
"we have to be positive"
Its just hard at times, i look at her and think to myself i seriously dont know what
I would do without her in my life, Shes my world,Shes my everything i beleive in and stand for!,
Shes my first born baby girl, And i love her more than life its self.....

Anyway,
Chloe is doing so well, she has put on soo much weight its so good to finelly see
her back to how she always has been!!

I took a video of her on the weekend and i was going to put it on here
but i wouldnt have a clue
how to do it :)
!!!!!!!!!!!!!My Bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Chemo and radiation has taken her hair, But for her, the burden she will not bear. Her aches and pains are too great, But her kindness shows, no room for hate. Running, jumping, playing all day long Her worries and fears are all gone. She wears a brave face for all to see, She is my hero, like her, I wish to be. Metals of honour, she does not wear, She is a child and has no cares. This child I speak of is precious and dear, Without her around, I could not bear. Chloe Rose is her name, There are no others just the same. To her, I give all my love, She is a special gift from up above. Her light shines brightly through her eyes, Things are much better, No need to cry. With this in mind, I will end Because my precious child, I must tend..
Dear god....
Why did you do this Why didnt you care YOu gave her cancer that's putting her through pain and despair Did you give it to her because she asked for it? Or do you just like to put people through pain? People always say to count on you, but I can't anymore if you only knew GOD of all the times I ask you for something now that I think about it those wants were worth nothing But I ask you now more than ever before take the cancer away from her Her body is dying her thoughts are fading give her some hope give me some hope and help us get through this. I am confiding in you this one last time so please help her GOD please help her.

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State of Mind
If you think you are beaten, you are; If you think you dare not, you don't! If you'd like to win, but you think you can't, It's almost certain you won't.
If you think you'll lose, you're lost; For out in the world we find Success begins with a fellow's will; It's all in the state of mind!
If you think you're outclassed, you are; You've got to think high to rise. You've got to be sure of yourself Before you 'll ever win the prize.
Life's battles don't always go To the stronger or faster man; But sooner or later the man who wins Is the person who thinks he can!
THANK-YOU
all for the constint loving and support!
 
"Peek A Boo - I see You."
I overheard my neighbor's child.
"Peek A Boo - I love You."
I watched and listened for awhile.
The little girl skipped down the walk,
Humming as she moved.
From time to time, I'd see her stop,
And sing her childish tune.
"Peek A Boo - I see You."
Her sweet face listened so intent.
"Peek A Boo - I love You."
Then down the path she went.
I saw her do this several times,
Poor, lonesome child, I thought.
She only has a nursery rhyme,
To go with her on her on a walk.
Peek A Boo - I see You."
She did it then once more.
"Peek A Boo - I love You."
Then I scurried out my door.
I could not stand it any longer,
What did this child see?
I hurried up and caught her,
Hoping she'd explain to me.
"Peek A Boo - I see You."
Her face buried in some daisies.
"Peek A Boo - I love You."
Was this child crazy?
"Honey, I called out to her,
What are you looking at?"
(I may have to tell her mother,
And I needed all the facts.)
She gave me a vacant stare.
And said, "There's nothing wrong!
I see Lord Jesus everywhere,
That's why I sing my song."
"Mama says He's in the flowers,
And He's in the bushes and the trees.
And He's in rainbows and in showers,
And He's even in the breeze."
"I see Him everywhere I look,
And I like to tell Him so.
You see, He's not just in The Book,
He's everywhere I go."
"Peek A Boo - -I see You."
I peeked into her precious face.
"Peek A Boo - I love You."
Then I thanked God for such grace.

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Specail baby girls..... Amber and chloe you are my little girls, You are both my life and are both my worlds, Without you both i would be nothing, Your bright blue eyes and curly hair, Your loving hearts without a care, Your hands so small,your feet are too, With out you both in my life, I dont know what i would do, Your little voices learning to speak, You are my little baby treat, Your little bums can be real smelly, I love your little bodgy bellies, Your everything that i dreamed of as a litlle girl, you both are sneaky, but beautifull, and shinning like a pearl, Your both growing up so fast, my love for you will forever last... LOve always mummy......
C hloe rose you are my darling H uggable you eyes so charming, L oviable is what you are, O pening eyes cause your a star, E veryone who meets you falls in love with you.... Mummy xox
Lullaby Lay Your Sleeping head, my love, Human on my faithless arm: Time and fevers burn away Individual beauty from Thoughtful children, and the grave Proves the child ephemeral: But in my arms till break of day Let the living creature lie, Mortal, guilty, but to me The entirely beautiful.
Soul and body have no bounds: To lovers as they lie upon Her tolerant enchanted slope In their ordinary swoon, Grave the vision Venus sends Of supernatural sympathy, Universal love and hope; While an abstract insight wakes Among the glaciers and the rocks The hermit's carnal ecstasy,
Certainty, fidelity On the stroke of midnight pass Like vibrations of a bell And fashionable madmen raise Their pedantic boring cry: Every farthing of the cost. All the dreaded cards foretell. Shall be paid, but from this night Not a whisper, not a thought. Not a kiss nor look be lost.
Beauty, midnight, vision dies: Let the winds of dawn that blow Softly round your dreaming head Such a day of welcome show Eye and knocking heart may bless, Find our mortal world enough; Noons of dryness find you fed By the involuntary powers, Nights of insult let you pass Watched by every human love.
October 05


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About brain tumours in children
All types of brain tumour can occur in children.
While the symptoms, diagnosis and treatment of brain tumours in children are much the same as in adults, children's brain tumours pose a number of different problems.
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Effects of treatment
- Intellectual development: In children, radiotherapy to the head is given in lower doses than is used for adults because high-dose therapy can slow a child's intellectual development. It is used rarely for children under the age of two or three years for this reason.
- Bone growth: For some types of childhood tumours, it may be necessary to give radiotherapy to the spine as well as the head. This can slow down bone growth in the spine, and the child may not grow as tall as they would have otherwise.
- Growth: Radiotherapy can also slow a child's growth by affecting the pituitary gland in the brain, which produces hormones that control growth. These children may need hormone therapy to help them to grow and develop normally.
Prognosis
Some tumours are simple to deal with and easily cured, while others are much more difficult to treat and there is less chance of a cure. While a significant number of children will recover completely, a proportion of children whose tumours are cured or controlled for many years will be left with disabilities. These range from mild learning or behaviour problems to severe physical or intellectual disability.
CT SCANS which combine an X-ray machine with a computer. A special dye is usually injected into the child’s vein beforehand. This makes abnormal brain cells easier to see.
MRI SCANS also give clear pictures of the brain. They do not use X-rays but radio waves. They provide clearer pictures that CT scans in some parts of the brain.
EEG tests are often used to record electrical activity in the child’s brain using electrodes attached to the scalp.
BIOPSY may be performed to make an accurate diagnosis of the type of tumour. This is an operation under anaesthetic where a very small hole is made in the skull and a piece of tumour is removed for analysis.
One of your child's main needs will be for as many things as possible to stay normal and consistent. It is important to continue to show your love and support.
Brain tumors are the leading cause of SOLID TUMOR death in children under age 20 now surpassing acute lymphoblastic leukemia (ALL), and are the third leading cause of cancer death in young adults ages 20-39.*
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Brain tumor patients, including those with certain "benign" brain tumors, have poorer survival rates than breast cancer patients.
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There are over 120 different types of brain tumors, making effective treatment very complicated.
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Because brain tumors are located at the control center for thought, emotion and movement, their effects on an individual's physical and cognitive abilities can be devastating.
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Only 31 percent of males and 30percent of females survive five years following the diagnosis of a primary or malignant brain tumor.****
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Brain tumors in children are different from those in adults and are often treated differently. Although as many as 69 percent of children with brain tumors will survive, they are often left with long-term side effects.
- Symptoms of a brain tumor can include headaches (headaches that wake you up in the morning), seizures in a person who does not have a history of seizures, cognitive or personality changes, eye weakness, nausea or vomiting, speech disturbances, or memory loss. While these are the most common symptoms of a brain tumor, they can also indicate other medical problems.

The brain and spinal cord form the central nervous system.
The central nervous system is made mostly of nerve cells called neurons. Neurones transmit messages around the body, which allow us to move when we want to.
The brain also controls body functions, such as:
- breathing
- blood circulation
- maintaining body temperature
- production of hormones
- digestion of food
- making the heart beat faster when we exercise
- interpreting information from our senses
- controlling our thoughts, memory and emotions.

September 27 




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Thanx for all the support.

A HUG What is in a simple hug? And what is it to me? A hug means many things I think; Cause I never got hugs, you see.
If you don’t get hugs when growing up; You never become aware. You wonder if your loved or not: Or if they even care.
Today hugs mean so much to me; That’s why I hug a lot. I figure they are free to share; So give out all you got!
Hugs are free and easy to give; You can give one anytime. You can give them in person; And pass them out on-line!
And so I pass this {{{HUG}}} along; To all my special friends. The fun part is, you can save it; Then this {{{HUG}}} never ends!!!
Always

X0X0X September 14

Sing me a song of hope Of stars shining bright In my darkest night No one sees my tears No one knows my fears
Carry me away my friend With your music divine To the land of sunshine And the blue sky Where we freely fly
I can sing of hope and love One moment of beauty sublime Sets free my troubled mind A tiny candle of light Banishes the terror of night
Let's sing a song of joy Till we reach the other Shore Where tears are wiped away And pain troubles us no more Peace, peace at last.
From Christy xoxox
UPDATE
Not much to say really, I think ive said all I can for now, Chloe went to Doc's appointment about two weeks ago for her MRI,Which is where they found somthing on her spine in a few of her frames,
Doc's have said it is of great concern and had made an appointment for last Friday.
Went to Doc's on friday only to find out that instead of doing somthing straight away about anything they are leaving it now until 29th of Oct.
Like as if the poor girl (aswell as me and her father)
havent allready been through enough and waiting is so horrible,so i guess only time will tell.
I just hope for there(Doc's Sake) that *praying* everything comes back in ther clear, I dont think its rite that they have waited this long and are going to wait longer to see if (putting it bluntly)my child is dying or not!! its truley pethetic and lake of care for the sick children if u ask me..
I guess I shouldnt be too harsh on them ,theve been pretty good with my baby girl!! Did I tell you they had chloe go on a panflet for the Mater Childrens Hospital?
Its just hard to see her go through this and to see her hurt,Theve said the worst is over,
Shes had two Op's on her head and nearly faced with a shunt permenently.. when this first happened she was in a coma and on life support which im telling you was by far the worst and hardest thing i have EVER had to go through..
She's done kemo and has had raditation and has gone through many things that she as a 4 yr old has had to miss out on...
I think to myself everyday where is this all heading and why is this happening to her,to me,her family..
And i cant answer...
I have recently read lots on brain tummors and children that have them and so far out of everyone that my daughter was in hospital with has passed *great big hugs for them*
And i AM so greatfull i stil have my beautiful bubs!!

Thanx for taking your time to read and I will try to update as often as possiable..
always Mickey & Chloe
xoxox I just wanna let some people know
cause I've had a few peopl ask.
In a blog I did a few weeks ago
says that i went to chloes funeral,
Well Yes indeed I did got to a funeral
her name was also Chloe
.::Chloe-Jade::.
Her mother was very close to my family and lost chloe in a car acedent
at only 6 months old.
So to the peopl who are confused
I just wanna say,I'm not lying
this is not one big game,
and I am truly sorry if I got anyone
confused with the two chloes.
I am doing this for my daughter
.::Chloe Rose::.
So i can show her that there are great
people around and that She infact
can beat this,with all the positive thinking and helpfull suport from
not only our family but from the world and that shes not alone!
So I am sorry if i confused anyone
when goign to my site...
Thanx heaps Y'all
Mickey and Chloe
XOXOX
September 13
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I have heaps of ppl to get back to so please bare with me and I promice I will get back to everyone of you who commented

and sent in your beautifull pics..everyone is being so supportive and I have had a lot of responces..so I will get to you soon...thankyou again to all!!!
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xoxox September 12
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Chloe Rose
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This is dedecated to my daughter
Chloe Rose
Welcome to Chloe's page
Chloe is now four years old , Our then three year old girl was diagnosed Dec 9th, with a brain tumor - Medulloblastoma. She had surgery Dec 9th,chemo and radiation through the summer of 2004, and since the fall of 2004 she received five more rounds of chemo.
Specialists at the Mater Children's Hospital
diagnosed Chloe with a Brain Tumour late last
year,when she was rushed to hospital.
Thankfully sugeons were able to remove
75% of the tmour and after four days in the
intensive care unit and 14 days in the
Oncology Ward,Chloe was able to go home
in time to celebrate Christmas.
Chloe returned to the Mater Hospital everyday
for chemo. The great news is after each course
of treament she showed more improvment
and everyone is hopful for her recovery.
We are heartbroken to have learned that Chloe's cancer has come back after her most recent scan. We found out that she now has tumor up her spine. We were crushed to learn that we have run out of options for treating Chloes cancer. if this is the case.
I have dedecated a special place for u all to read about our journey and special poems i do for my lil
MONKEY...
Please prayer for chloe
He ordered his angels to guard you wherever you go. If you stumble, they'll catch you; their job is to keep you from falling. Psalm 91:11
Gift Of Happiness
You had the gift of happiness, The unrelenting grace To see the radiance of life Within the ruthless face.
Cancer, is apart of you, I'm sorry for the pain, A flood that left you penniless . . . And still you smiled again.
It wasn't pure naivete Or something just not there, Or, even worse, an inner lie That said you didn't care.
It was a certain blessedness Attained by very few That let you live within a love Within the love in you.
maybe anyone who would like to send in a personal comment or card &picture with her name on it or just somthing pretty for her to see,can e-mail it to the following address
muffin_21@msn.com
There are some pics done already
look in pics that people have sent.
Thanx for the pics and support!!!
Thankyou all for everything
Muffin & Chloe

Hello God, it's me again. 2:00 a.m., Room 304. Visiting hours are over, time for our bedside tug of war.  This sleeping child between us may not make it through the night. I'm fighting back the tears as she fights for her life.
Well, it must be kind of crowded, On the streets of Heaven. So tell me: what do you need her for? Don't you know one day she'll be your little girl forever. But right now I need her so much more. She's much too young to be on her own:
Barely just turned seven. So who will hold her hand when she crosses the streets of Heaven? Tell me God, do you remember the wishes that she made, As she blew out the candles on her last birthday cake? She wants to ride a pony when she'd big enough. She wants to marry her Daddy when she's all grown up
Lord, don't you know she's my angel You got plenty of your own And I know you hold a place for her But she's already got a home Well I don't know if you're listenin' But praying is all that's left to do So I ask you Lord have mercy, you lost a son once too
Lord, I know once you've made up your mind, There's no use in beggin'. So if you take her with you today, will you make sure she looks both ways, And would you hold her hand when she crosses the streets of Heaven 
September 11
CHLOE

SOMTIMES THERE ARE BAD DAYS, WHEN LIFE BECOMES A FIGHT, AND ALL THAT YOU CAN DO, IS TO HANG ON IN THERE TIGHT, THEY SAY IT BUILDS YOUR CHARACTER, WHEN YOUR WORLD GETS ROUGH, BUT YOU DONT NEED CHARACTER, YOU HAVE CHARACTER ENOUGH, REMEMBER DAWN COMES AFTER DARKNESS, AND THE FIERCEST STORMS DONT LAST, IN THE FUTURE THIS HARD PRESENT, WILL BECOME A DISTANT PAST... SO HEARS A SIMPLE MESSAGE, I HOPE THAT YOU WILL HEED IT, IM ALWAYS HERE AND LOVE YOU, SO CALL ME WHEN U NEED IT...

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